Thursday, July 4, 2013


I hate my life I just hate it. I hate my family everybody. I wish I could disappear and nobody would care,  They would probably throw a party and celebrate if they would have done that I would have ran away a long  time ago. I still think about till this day. I thought all my suicidal and disappearance thoughts had went away, I was wrong. I told myself to start enjoying life and just look at it in a different prospective, Then again I was wrong. I can't stand when people ask one person to do something they would probably ignore them, doing something else, or just don't feel like it. They turn to me to do and when i get an attitude my family goes all Martin Luther King on me and it's really irritating, but unfortunately I can't say anything back. My Life SUCKS. everybody has some kind of condition that is perminet and they can't move so they pretty flucked up with health problems. I wish I a normal family like a perfect mother and and a perfect dad that sre married of course and a brother or a sister and live in california and the west coast in a 2-story house. and not live my  grandma I mean me and my mom do have a house but we have to stay over my grandma house because she can't do alot of things on her own. And i hate my cousin she always want to be sorry for herslef you know what I mean. and when somebody asks her if she wants something she say no and then a month later she be like oh nobody don't do nothing for me that's why i don't ask nobody do nothing for me then she blame herself for all of this I mean if she wants to blame herself for all of this go ahead I'm not stopping nobody beacuse i don't two cents about nobody beacuse I hate life I hate my family and I hate everybody.
Untill Next Time ~Sky.......